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Saturday, June 21, 2014

A moral man

Lately, i am having exam, felling much stress, i cannot sleep well or eat well and very dull. I just sitting there by the night, thinking and zoning out at the dining table. My eyes go blurry and i don't even know what i'm thinking by the way. At this moment, my dad just came back from the work. He walked in and saw me. Before he by-pass me, he possibly saw me staring into space and didn't touch my meal. He sit down at my side and say: "Son, what are you thinking? Why you didn't eat?". "Nothing", I replied sluggishly. "Son i know you very stress, don't worry too much ok." "I am stress dad, how can i not worry, i cannot even get good results, i had failed you, i very regret in the past, and now i cannot even do a little bit better." He say: "Son, don't think about the past, think about the future, as long as you didn't fail like last time, good result is doesn't matter. Let me tell you, rich people can eat meat but as for us, an average can also eat meat too. The rich can eat meat everyday, as for us we can eat once a week, couldn't we? The rich eat meat everyday so they have more health problem than us, didn't they?" I smile a bit, almost tend to laugh, but i hold as he continued: "Other people are smart, yes they do, so they can get higher mark, they can get 90 or 100 marks, so if you are not that smart then you can at least get 70 marks or 60 marks if really cannot manage 70. Right? Don't be worry too much, you still got father, your father still can move (what he mean here is he can still work even he is old). So, just try your best, son." The last word make me feel even more sorry for him, because as his son i failed not only cannot perform well but also failed as a son to a father. Father's day has just over last week and I didn't manage to celebrate with him much. I had promised myself to such a wise and loving dad that i will try my best in my life, at least try my best. I had noted down this in my blog to keep remind me that i have a dad which is such a great man and he had given me a valuable lesson that enlighten my life. Thank you, dad~ for supporting your irrational and emotional son.