Against all odds

I again fall into deep hole, endless depth, how far can i go?? I wonder~ keep finding, searching for what i had struggled so much to endure all obstacles covered in whole lots of questionnaires.Success or fail? Rise or Fall? Strong or Weak? Clever or Stupid? Hardworking or Lazy? Survey-like activities keep rolling and rolling in mind and tangled, i can't breathe properly though like air is some sort vanished in air~ what i'm saying make no sense at all. But truly one thing in my mind, if two is taken to grant one wish, i hope that two is my time and effort. While that for one wish~I wish to change my life into more worthy one, if i can't change it; well then i hope i can change the way i think about my life. I just can't stop thinking my life is getting worthless and soul being bear like burden, so grumble so exhausted, I tired of letting down the tears, fussing with complaints, envious of others what they can do while i can't. Life is miserable yet its outcome in difference meaningful distinct ways. What matter the most is where you want take it for granted or you fight for your life, against all odds we are going to make it. No fear No favor. I just greedy in wishing, I wish all life form can be happy in their life whether as a mosquito, a bee, grass, flowers, especially humans, etc......fairy tales, nah......happy, it is a source of living given by GOD without asking any in return.

Success is not measured by what you accomplish, but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds-Orison Swett Marden Read.