Miss Out

Flashback to 20 past years that i have live in this remarkable world, I feel like i had missed out a lot of things in my life. Without even consider it is important or even noticeable, i pass my 20 years in reckless and meaningless. Times just fly pass me without me realizing. All are too late aren't they?? If time can travel back,i hope to hold and grab what is precious for me and whatever it takes me to do so~ But how i hope it can be is just a dream,is far more untouchable dream in cloud; when the wind come blow away all......Maybe my name got a wind,so i just like a wind keep blowing an blowing non-stop. I can't stop down and see what is better around me. Sometimes condition doesn't allow,sometimes time doesn't seems too be right,sometimes action might fail misplaced. All doesn't matter aren't they? Because i had missed them. I care so much until i big headed and let it go just like a stream flowing down to the sea, far more gone. Doesn't i'm just a foolish person? Or do i even think about it before? I play in a stage where no man play, alone, miss direction~ Do i ever feel so before? Not until now i think......not until now......Friends could u tell me what i'm suppose to do? Should i give up or just give it a try? After so many days of repeated thinking and days of insomnia,i had been thinking, i'm gonna give it a try, even though i might fail,even know it is destiny, but i have no regret in my life~Don't u think so my friends? If you given one last hope,would you not give it a try?? Tell me my beloved friends~Shalom, may luck and good fortune be with you and me too,my friends~ Rain please come fall upon~